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Read-a-holics; this is for you - May. 11, 2005 design by Jesa |
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Mar. 11, 2003 - Help Wanted?
I
do have it easy at times where I am. And at times it is the worst place
in the world to be.� I just
know in my heart that I can't leave. I don't know why because I have
walked out of plenty of jobs in the past. Even when I didn't have
anything to fall back on. I don't know what is holding me back.� Is
it because I have recognized that I have a responsibility to myself to
maintain my bills and that sometimes one has to swallow her pride and
push the bullshit aside, or is it out of old-fashioned fear?� I
have gotten so used to working by myself. I don't know if I could deal
with office politics again. My weight has become an issue with my
self-confidence. I used to walk with confidence and own my sexuality,
but now I don't want to do anything to stand out in a crowd, I just want
to remain faceless.� This is not good when someone needs to find a job. I
love my job, but not the company that I work for. But I am a true
believer that everything happens for a reason and there is a reason that
I am here. I hope that I can find the strength in me to do what is best...
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