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Aug. 07, 2003 - Pain


Something is wrong with me and I don't know what it is, neither does the doctor. We are waiting for the blood tests. I just cry becasuse I can't take this pain anymore. I know where it hurts, I know it is real. Why can't they find the cause of all this pain?

I leave for vacation in eight days. I can't have this shit going on. I will be miserable, and if I am miserable everyone else will be too. fuck.

Please pain, go away.