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Read-a-holics; this is for you - May. 11, 2005 design by Jesa |
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Jan. 27, 2004 - If you are happy and you know it clap your hands
Yawn. Yea I am that boring. Someone asked me the other day if I was happy or not. I said yes, but now I just don�t know. I mean what is happy. What is it really all about? I have everything I want so that makes me happy right? I just don�t know. That is my goal this year, to find out what happy really is. I guess. Well for me at least. I have been working on this for quite sometime now and I really want to get to the bottom of it. Maybe I am already happy, except I worry that I may not be so I miss the moment. Or is happy only something that comes in brief spurts and that is how you know what happy is or am I always on this high of contentment so I never really know what to expect out of being happy or not. This all made much more sense in my own head. I want to be happy about life. I don�t want to waste it, but how do I change? Do I need to change? I just don�t know the answers and it scares the hell out of me. Am I the only one who thinks like this? That scares me too.
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